The other day while doing laundry I came across a shirt that made me emotional.
Although mine is more of a softer military green and in a women's cut, the message is the same. 504 is the area code for the Greater New Orleans area. This is a post-Katrina message about human resilience.
I credit the interviews I did there and in Baton Rouge with the IWPR as the return of my academic swag. I was contracted to do qualitative research with black women who lived in public housing before Katrina. Listening to tales that would break your heart, interviewing women who lived in conditions that were certainly a health hazard, seeing kids who might never return to school, it was a lot. I sat, asked questions and listened as strangers recounted probably the worst and scariest time of their lives. [this project prepared me for my dissertation research as well. Few people spoke of the 1989 invasion without crying, men and women alike] Families separated. Friends dead. Community ties, destroyed. I had never been to New Orleans before and haven't returned yet. Bourbon Street is one thing, the projects are quite another.
But more than anything, I think of the way some women held my hand during the interview, just trusting that someone was really listening and cared about their story. It was not a survey to be filled out, but rather open ended questions that required their words, their interpretations and their emotions. That project more than any other to date made me feel valuable as a qualitative researcher. My Blackness and femaleness aided that study. My attending school in Washington D.C. aided the advocacy of those results.
I often read Desiderata for inspiration because I love it, but as I write this dissertation-- which will not be the best thing I have ever produced but instead a display of my ability to create a project, get funding and write up results -- I can't help but think of: Keep interested in your own career, however humble. It is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
I may not be finding a cure for AIDS, but that doesn't mean the work I do doesn't change lives.
I was in Panama for 11 months (Oct 2009-Sept 2010) doing my fieldwork. Now I am in the lonely process of writing my dissertation and posting tidbits in my blog that you might find interesting :)
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Saturday, June 4, 2011
Panama's dash for Growth
Panama's Dash for Growth: Super Tankers, Skyscrapers and 'Putting Strategic Advantages First' Can Panama become the first developed Latin American country? The notion may seem unlikely to those who remember Panama as the ultimate “banana republic,” a serpentine-shaped isthmus known for its canal, a military strongman named Manuel Noriega and not much else. But today, the country has a growing list of projects aimed at proving that it has turned a corner: It is becoming a hub for corporate headquarters, the site of the tallest building in Latin America, the city with the first metro system in Central America and the home to one of the largest engineering projects ever undertaken. Then there's the old U.S. Howard Air Force base, a swath of land that sat strategically between the Panama Canal and Pacific Ocean across the Bridge of the Americas from Panama City. During the decades that U.S. controlled the canal, few places in Latin America were as important to the U.S. military. It was a hive of activity from which the North Americans planned counter-narcotics, humanitarian and military missions for throughout the hemisphere. For Panamanians, the tightly controlled base was one of many reminders of the U.S. influence over their country. By 1999, when the U.S. turned the canal over to the Panamanian government and pulled out its military, the base had gone dark; dozens of low-slung barracks with their Spanish tile roofs emptied. The military base, much like the country in which it sits, faced an uncertain future. “Those were difficult times,” recalls José Rivera, who nearly had to close his small construction outfit in the years that followed. “After the Americans left, there was a lot of uncertainty. A lot of people were very pessimistic. A lot of people were out of work.” Unemployment hovered around 12%. Foreign debt was high. The country trailed the rest of Latin America in nearly every social indicator, from child mortality rates to school enrollment. Even the vaunted Panama Canal was falling behind as more super tankers, too big to fit through the locks, hit the high seas. Fast-forward a decade. The base is again teeming with activity. Construction crews are scurrying to erect office buildings, warehouses, condominiums and storefronts -- the first buildings of what will become a 3,500-acre city. “There’s no other development like it in Latin America,” says Juan MacKay, a representative for London & Regional Properties, a U.K.-based property developer. “When this was an air force base, hardly any Panamanians were even allowed on the property. Now, it’s part of the country’s economic future.” Offices and warehouses are replacing the drab barracks for international powerhouses like Dell Computer, 3M Company and Caterpillar as companies receive tax incentives, including exemption from several duties, and special legal, customs, immigration and labor benefits within the designated Special Economic Area. All that activity speaks volumes about the country's latest transformation. In 2009, businessman Ricardo Martinelli was elected president with a promise of turning the tiny Central American country into an economic powerhouse. “The most important thing is to promote Panama as the only country in the world that is driven by entrepreneurs, not by politicians,” he said last year. Panama is “a country where we have made significant advances to bring it into the first world.” Business-like Even skeptics have to concede that at least the government is putting money where its mouth is. The Ministry of Finance and Economy says the country will spend roughly US$19 billion by 2014 on public projects, including the expansion of the Panama Canal. The focus is on areas in which the government believes it has big advantages: Logistics, tourism, agriculture, banking, offshoring services, maritime services, health care, corporate headquarters and oil refineries. The nine areas represent 55% of the country's GDP, which is around US$27 billion. With public investment in those sectors, ministry forecasts say the economy will grow between 6% and 9% annually, along with "the creation of 860,000 new or better jobs, from now until 2020." The economy has been growing some 6% annually since 2005, except for last year, when it grew by 2.4%. Expected growth for 2011 is 7.5%. “It’s truly phenomenal what they have done and what they’re trying to do. They’re building pyramids,” says Michael Conniff, director of the Silicon Valley Center for Global Innovation and Immigration at San Jose State University in California. He attributes much of the country's success since 1999 to its management of the Panama Canal. "Early on, they decided to run it like a business," he says. That meant creating an autonomous authority to control the waterway, protecting it from politics. Last year, the tolls paid by ships passing through the waterway contributed roughly US$1.5 billion to Panama’s coffers, the Panama Canal Authority stated in its annual report. Compare that to the 74 years during which the U.S. controlled the canal, when Panama received a total of US$1.9 billion. The authority is spending US$5.2 billion to build new locks so that supertankers can traverse the waterway. The canal’s current locks, at 110 feet wide and 1,050 feet long, are too small to accommodate today’s supertankers. So-called post-Panamax ships (meaning those built to dimensions that exceed the size of the locks) are cheaper to operate, hence their popularity among shipping companies. A stone's throw from the Miraflores Locks just outside Panama City on a recent day, construction crews ripped through hills and dug through the earth. Hundreds of dump trucks lined up to carry away the soil as thousands of workers, from backhoe operators to engineers, toiled in the blazing Panamanian sun. They are on a tight deadline. The new locks are to open in 2014. When they do, the canal will accommodate double the amount of cargo that it can currently handle, or about 6% of the world's goods. The country is paying for the expansion by increasing toll rates and through a hefty batch of loans -- from the Japan Bank for International Cooperation (US$800 million), the European Investment Bank (US$500 million), the Inter-American Development Bank (US$400 million, Andean Corporation for Development (US$300 million) and the International Finance Corporation (US$300 million). However, rather than the government guaranteeing any of the loans, the canal itself is paying for its expansion as additional revenue that the expansion will generate will more than cover the cost of the work, say government officials. By 2025, the canal should earn US$30.6 billion over time. Steven Ropp, a political science professor at University of Wyoming, says the expansion is more than just a smart business move. It's an essential pillar of the economy from which other sectors feed. “The country is getting back to basics. It’s putting its strategic advantages first,” he says. “And its biggest advantage is the canal." What's the Rush? The canal may be central to the country's future, but under Martinelli's plan, it will be just one of several economic drivers. The first step is having infrastructure to accommodate the plan. The finance ministry's five-year, US$13.5 billion strategic plan calls for spending US$4.3 billion to update the country's transportation network. It is building a new highway system and bridges, while expanding airports, and it has started digging what will become the first underground metro line in Central America, a 13.7-kilometer north-south connection in Panama City that will cost an estimated US$1.8 billion. Another US$2.3 billion will be spent on improving education, US$1.7 billion on health facilities, US$618 million on agriculture and more than US$400 million on tourism projects. Can the plan be accused of being overly ambitious? "I really don’t understand what the rush is,” says Ropp. “The money is coming in, the canal is getting built.… Why is there this feeling to do it all now?” There's plenty working in the plan's favor, however. For example, the country's debt-to-GDP ratio has fallen substantially in recent years, to 45% from 66.2% in 2005. Credit ratings agencies upgraded the country's foreign debt to investment status recently, the first time since the country took over the canal. "Financially, the country seems pretty sound. Part of that is due to the revenue that the Panama Canal brings in," says Brendan Wolters, a banker helping foreign firms set themselves up in Panama for The Solace Group, a local consultancy. "There is a sense that Martinelli wants to get all this stuff done before the end of his term, by 2014," since the constitution prevents him from running for president again. Indeed, Panama's risks may be more political than fiscal. In a region marked by drastic political shifts, Panama has maintained "a fairly stable political environment in the last decades," says Ropp. "That has certainly been a key factor in the country's transition." Given all the activity, the biggest challenge facing the country might be labor supply and demand. The unemployment rate that troubled Panamanians at the turn of the century is now 4%, the finance ministry announced in May. But if nothing else, falling unemployment has also put more money in the pockets of average Panamanians. On a per capita basis, the GDP has risen to US$5,616 from US$4,347 just five years ago, an increase of 29%. Still, more than one-fourth of residents live in poverty, suggesting that while Martinelli’s developed country vision for Panama is getting closer, it’s still just a vision. 'Autocratic Tendencies' Martinelli has been both praised and derided for his rush to transform the country. His take-charge style, perhaps something honed during as a businessman, led a U.S. diplomat voice concerns over his "autocratic tendencies," according to information released by whistleblower site Wikileaks. According to fears aired in one diplomatic cable, Martinelli “may be willing to set aside the rule of law in order to achieve his political and developmental goals.” Opponents have already dealt him political setbacks, which have had a direct affect on his economic plans. One run-in last year involved his notorious "Sausage Law," which crammed reforms into sectors as unrelated as aviation, labor and judicial codes. Amid fears that the law would affect their ability to unionize, plantation workers in the banana business, one of Panama's chief agricultural exports, called a strike and took to the streets.Violent crashes between demonstrators and authorities ensued, leaving more than 100 people injured and at least two dead and the law was dropped. Also meeting resistance was the law Martinelli pushed through to turn Panama into the world's second-largest copper producer, behind Chile. After sporadic protests over the environmental impact, he repealed the law in March. But for all its critics, the Martinelli administration seems to have pleased the business community. "I think that this administration gets it. It understands the realities of doing business here in Panama," says Roger Khafif, president of K Group, a development firm in Panama. Discussing the administration from the lobby of the new Trump Ocean Club, it's easy to see why Khafif is pleased with his government. His US$400 million building -- containing a hotel, condominiums and commercial units including a casino and 38 elevators -- will be the tallest building in the hemisphere south of the U.S. when it opens this summer. At 72 floors, with a dramatic sail shape, the tower stands out in a skyline already packed with enormous towers. Just a decade ago, the land where the tower stands didn't exist. It was part of the Pacific Ocean. But as the city grew, the government allowed a highway construction company to fill in the site and developed a 15-year plan to make it a home to high-end residences. That has actually happened faster than expected. Retirees have poured into the area where they can "get a second home or a retirement house for a fraction of what a condo costs in Miami," Khafif says. Buyers also receive 20 years of property tax exemption, underscoring a strategy the government is pursuing to promote Panama as a magnet for expat retirees. From his perch, Khafif sees few risks for the country, which he says is much different than when he arrived as a young man. "Should the country slow down? Are we going to fast? Maybe," Khafif says. "What's the real risk? It has money coming in. People are moving here. We have the canal, and that's like our big 'oil well,' just pumping money." |
Publish Date: Jun 01, 2011 |
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
In honor of the freedom riders
50 years ago, two buses left Washington D.C. in what would become known as the Freedom Rides, a nonviolent interracial movement to end bus segregation.
With the death of Osama Bin Laden many people have publicly thanked the troops abroad who risk their lives, to keep us safe here. As I sit here and watch Oprah's tribute to the Freedom Riders, I am humbled by the ordinary people who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives right here to make this country more equitable. Only 50 years ago young people dared to make that difference, including one of my mother's best friends, Jean Denton-Thompson (in the pic below to the far left)
the PBS documentary airs May 16th for anyone interested
I think I posted this interview excerpt already, but today reminded me of it. It tells of one Panamanian woman's experience on the bus in the U.S. south.
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With the death of Osama Bin Laden many people have publicly thanked the troops abroad who risk their lives, to keep us safe here. As I sit here and watch Oprah's tribute to the Freedom Riders, I am humbled by the ordinary people who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives right here to make this country more equitable. Only 50 years ago young people dared to make that difference, including one of my mother's best friends, Jean Denton-Thompson (in the pic below to the far left)
the PBS documentary airs May 16th for anyone interested
I think I posted this interview excerpt already, but today reminded me of it. It tells of one Panamanian woman's experience on the bus in the U.S. south.
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I had an experience when I came to this country and I don’t know what part this would take in your questioning, you know if I say it. If it’s ok
Oh, of course.
Well of course, other countries knew about the black and white problem in this country. In many other countries I believe that class is what makes a difference of the top echelons in each countries. I knew about this from reading, especially Ebony magazine. From my brother I used to borrow them. And when I left Panama in 1966, when I came here there was an airline strike. Planes weren’t coming in or out from wherever around the world. I finally left July 9, 1966. when I came into Miami it was ____. This was the first time I had ever left home. I was 21 (laughing). I am 61 now so you know how long I am here. This is a little interesting thing and it never really took hold inside of me until a couple of years ago. We had to leave from the Miami airport and the bus was going to take us from south of Miami we had to catch the bus. You are young, so you don’t know about the Trailways bus. They had Greyhound, and there was trailways.
That was from the south right?
Well, they come and go all around the country I don’t know if it’s still there now. I got on the bus and of course, don’t forget that 1965 was the Civil Rights. I came a year after that. And I got into the bus and I was in the middle. I sat in the middle of the bus. And I saw that the blacks were still in the back of the bus. I remember especially some black men that seemed so scared. And a Spanish lady and her son were across and he just glued on to me! I am telling you, now. He glued on to me and the mother and I started to talk. I told her my name and she said, oh my mother’s name is Clara also. And then there was a white guy sitting right over there. And he says maam I have to tell you something. He said when we reach to Georgia, you know we have to stop at each point to get off and stretch you legs, he said they are not going to let you into the restaurant. I said yes they are going to let me into the restaurant. I kept looking to the blacks there and I thought, they are going to get off with me! And I think about what I was wearing now. We had started dressing like Europeans; I had on my hat and my gloves. And when I got down from the bus, I told them, about six or seven of them, I said, you are going to go in with me. And I will never forget the little carryout. I can remember the kind of counter that they had—a marble counter. I told them to sit down with me and I would buy them something to drink. And they were scared. That is what I will always remember. They were really scared. I wonder _____ the attendant were really calm, which was interesting. ‘Can I help you?’ they were young people. White. And asked what they could do for me and I told them that they gentlemen were going to tell me what they want. I had no problems. I was like, you are not going to do that! (laughing) And when we got back on the bus, they thanked me. And it is still to this day in my mind how scared these people were. And I did not understand how nobody said anything to me, you know? And somebody the other day said to me, oh they thought you were somebody big from another country! Since I was dressing the way I was. And I said, oh my goodness! And that is something that I think occurred in all conscious especially in the United States when it comes to classes and race. And it is something I might write a book about.
That’s interesting. That’s interesting that no one said anything to you.
No, they were kind to me! They were really kind, making sure that I am ok. That these guys are sitting there, I don’t want to upset them or say anything cruel to them. I was determined. I thought that that white man was ______ to tell me, but then I realized he was probably wanting to save me in case that anything happened that he was letting me know what could happen. It took a long time for me to look at that that way because of the other issue with black Americans.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Raúl Leis, el sueño de una Panamá democrática
Raúl Leis, el sueño de una Panamá democrática (click link for article)
a great loss for Panama, Latin America, sociology, and activism everywhere. I met him the National Library in Panama. He was on a panel discussing the 20th anniversary of the 1989 US invasion of Panama. Very friendly, inquisitive, and was an inspiration to many. Que en paz descanse :(
Raul Leis, center, talks about the current effects of the 1989 US invasion |
Friday, April 29, 2011
the memory of Rod Carew (interview notes)
Panama's national baseball stadium is named for the most famous player, Rod Carew.
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Me: You grew up in the Canal Zone , no?
So he grew up in a black town in a white borough. He grew up in Gamboa in the borough of Santa Cruz . It was segregated. There were two schools, two gyms, two tennis courts, two baseball fields, two clubhouses. The Commissary had two entrances. You could be arrested for walking in the wrong door. Of the first thirteen Panamanians in the major leagues, five of them were from Gamboa. Most Panamanian athletes were from the Zone. Only Panamanian in the Hall of Fame is Rod Carew, who was from Gamboa. Baseball was so popular there was a cradle league, which was below little league!
#29 Rod Carew’s number was retired in California and Minnesota . He holds (held?) the record for stealing home [on consecutive attempts in one season. Seven.]. “Do you know how difficult it is to steal home?” He had over 3,000 hits. “And you know what? The thing is, no white Santa Cruzians ever saw him play when he played in Panama . Never.”
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
growing up bi lingual
I have been awful at posting. sorry. I will continue to post snippets of interviews that others might find interesting. Of my interview population that grew up in Panama, as opposed to the Canal Zone, (born 1960 or earlier) many people spoke English at home and Spanish in school. They tell about going to English school on school breaks and over the summer to reinforce what they learned in Spanish and also to get ahead, and concurrently learning school lessons in English and Spanish. This particular woman grew up between Bocas del Toro and Colon, both strongly West Indian communities in the time.
Interestingly, during times of reflection, this interviewee spoke in English. During the more political or contemporary parts of our conversation, she spoke in Spanish.
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Well that was during the school year. If I had classes in the morning I got to rush home, have lunch and take my homework to Ms. Smith, who was our English teacher and Ms. Henry after Ms. Smith couldn’t do it anymore. And then they would help us with the Spanish homework. And then we would do the English. And then in summer time, depend on you grades, then you would spend a month in Colon, which was our vacation. I would spend it with our relatives on the Zone here in Colon. And then go back because I had to go to summer school. By the time classes were going to open, I had to have at least a month a month and a half going to my English school to reinforce whatever we’re gonna see in the other grade. Like if you came out of second grade and went to third grade then my English teachers will give me more arithmetic and more reading and stuff like that so that when I go back to school in the Spanish school, I’m advanced. That’s one of the things I learned. A the love for the land. And each person. If you don’t have you land and you house you don’t have nothing. And you had to respect that. That’s what I learn. And I try to teach my kids that even though we live in the city, you know.
Interestingly, during times of reflection, this interviewee spoke in English. During the more political or contemporary parts of our conversation, she spoke in Spanish.
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Listen, in Bocas I learned what was to live in a community, what was sharing, what was like go over by Ms. Gerly and tell Ms. Gerly I say, "if she bake any Jhonny cake send me six". And then tomorrow night my mom would make some mogo and make a big pot of mogo and say this pot is for Ms. Gerly, this is for Ms. Julian and this is for us. I learned that. I learned that definitely you have to go to school and when you come out of school you had to go to English school because we had to learn to read and write Spanish just as we learn English. So I went through what was Infant reader and Royal reader you know.
This was during the summers?
Monday, February 14, 2011
Happy Valentine's Day!
I have been a horrible horrible blogger. Nothing like the day of love to bring me back. This has nothing to do with anything, but I thought I would share my favorite love poem ever!
Happy Valentine's Day! Que el amor, la amistad y la buena suerte les acompanen siempre. Everyone needs some love in their life, no matter who the source. <3
Resignation by Nikki Giovanni
Happy Valentine's Day! Que el amor, la amistad y la buena suerte les acompanen siempre. Everyone needs some love in their life, no matter who the source. <3
Resignation by Nikki Giovanni
I love you
because the Earth turns round the sun
because the North wind blows north
sometimes
because the Pope is Catholic
and most Rabbis Jewish
because winters flow into spring
and the air clears after a storm
because only my love for you
despite the charms of gravity
keeps me from falling off the Earth
into another dimension
I love you
because it is the natural order of things
because the Earth turns round the sun
because the North wind blows north
sometimes
because the Pope is Catholic
and most Rabbis Jewish
because winters flow into spring
and the air clears after a storm
because only my love for you
despite the charms of gravity
keeps me from falling off the Earth
into another dimension
I love you
because it is the natural order of things
I love you
like the habit I picked up in college
of sleeping through lectures
or saying I'm sorry
when I get stopped for speeding
because I drink a glass of water
in the morning
and chain-smoke cigarettes
all through the day
because I take my coffee Black
and my milk with chocolate
because you keep my feet warm
through my life a mess
I love you
because I don't want it
any other way
I am helpless
in m love for you
It makes me so happy
to hear you call my name
I am amazed you can resist
locking me in an echo chamber
where your voice reverberates
through the four walls
sending me into spasmatic ecstasy
I love you
because it's been so good
for so long
that if I didn't love you
I'd have to be born again
and that is not a theological statement
I am pitiful in my love for you
The Dells tell me Love
is so simple
the thought though of you
sends indescribably delicious multitudinous
thrills throughout and through-in my body
I love you
because no two snowflakes are alike
and it is possible if you stand tippy-toe
to walk between the raindrops
I love you
because I am afraid of the dark
and can't sleep in the light
because I rub my eyes
when I wake up in the morning
and find you there
because you with all your magic powers were
determined that
I should love you
because there was nothing for you but that
I would love you
I love you
because you made me
want to love you
more than I love my privacy
my freedom my commitments
and responsibilities
I love you `cause I changed my life
to love you
because you saw me one friday
afternoon and decided that I would
love you
I love you I love you I love you
like the habit I picked up in college
of sleeping through lectures
or saying I'm sorry
when I get stopped for speeding
because I drink a glass of water
in the morning
and chain-smoke cigarettes
all through the day
because I take my coffee Black
and my milk with chocolate
because you keep my feet warm
through my life a mess
I love you
because I don't want it
any other way
I am helpless
in m love for you
It makes me so happy
to hear you call my name
I am amazed you can resist
locking me in an echo chamber
where your voice reverberates
through the four walls
sending me into spasmatic ecstasy
I love you
because it's been so good
for so long
that if I didn't love you
I'd have to be born again
and that is not a theological statement
I am pitiful in my love for you
The Dells tell me Love
is so simple
the thought though of you
sends indescribably delicious multitudinous
thrills throughout and through-in my body
I love you
because no two snowflakes are alike
and it is possible if you stand tippy-toe
to walk between the raindrops
I love you
because I am afraid of the dark
and can't sleep in the light
because I rub my eyes
when I wake up in the morning
and find you there
because you with all your magic powers were
determined that
I should love you
because there was nothing for you but that
I would love you
I love you
because you made me
want to love you
more than I love my privacy
my freedom my commitments
and responsibilities
I love you `cause I changed my life
to love you
because you saw me one friday
afternoon and decided that I would
love you
I love you I love you I love you
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